Bueller Bueller

So that other pawn who never responded to my text? He sent me a text wishing me luck on my event like 2 days after my post. I responded - asked him a direct question. No response. A day later, I sent him another text with a question. It took him 2 days to answer. I responded. Nothing. I called after my event like he asked me to - left a message. Nothing. It's been over a week. I don't know whether to be pissed, to be sad, or not to care at all.

In the past month and a half - the guy that I fought with before our second date and had hilarious drama with has been creeping back in with email. I finally agreed to go out with him again. (He didn't ask until I asked what we were doing with our innocent email correspondence. He wasn't being pushy at all, just emailing about daily life and such.) It was pretty good. Maybe I can call him IH2S - Is He Too Skinny. He is a runner and he is very skinny, but he isn't a total health nut and likes wine! He may push my buttons too much. Today was great - the emails leading up to this have nice. I think I was in a bad place when we went out last time. Because when he pushed my buttons back then it was sooooo frustrating and annoying. Now - it doesn't bother me as much. My temper isn't as short. For instance, he suggested meeting somewhere else today because of the Cubs game. I hate last minute changes and I hate making decisions (he didn't suggest a place just "can we go somewhere else"). But I was excited to see him instead of being annoyed. We shall see.